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I don't feel so surprised that we are almost halfway through January before I put my proverbial pen to equally proverbial paper in 2013. I just never had the motivation for it and I begin to wonder is this another thing that I'll outgrow?
There have been times when I've thought about this blog and wondered shall I continue or end it here now because we know that all good things eventually come to an end. Of course on the other hand I know that when I felt the need to close it for a while I missed it terribly! Life in recent days though  seems so terribly mundane and hardly worth writing about. As I looked back over the years past and I presented my life in the twenty something fast lane I had to determine what to write and what to leave out and then suddenly I find myself in the slower lane of my thirty something where life has lost a little of its edge and the uncertainties fade into routines and my perspective changes an awful lot as I become settled.
As a young woman I embarked upon a marriage that was destined to failure and then back at my desk as a single girl, I watched others leave to marry and I sincerely hoped that they'd have a good life with a good man and raise a family and be content. It was the calling that our growth into adulthood announced. We would meet that special someone, get married, love our husbands with devotion and look after the home and raise our children.
I wondered if it could happen for me a second time and I had times that I perhaps hoped for it and then I also had times where I may have dreaded it.
Then I settled with another girl and finally my own children came home and here I am in that self-same situation of being the 'wife at home' to all intents and purposes.
I look back on my recent blogs and I see more mentions of her, her studios and her work rather than anything I have done.

Please don't misunderstand me, I am so very proud of her but the question in my mind which this all leads to is can I blog about me or the family without going into her work?
Is the idea of this a kind of retro step and a subconscious desire for me to reach out to where I was before?
No!
Everything changes and all that I have been and all that I have done brings me here to today and as I sit and eat with the angels and Hitomi comes home from a busy day I can smile and know that this is really all I ever wanted. I am content.
Understanding this then I can be comfortable and say it is no longer all about me but it is now 'all about us', which incidentally was also the title of a nice song from Tatu!

Following on from Hitomi's contact with the cable TV show Red Eye and the two shows with which she's been involved. She has been out to see the presenters perform live and finally she features in the production of Red Eyes latest Music Video called 'Voyage' - which is all about the voyage that we take in life.
A very apt thought for this blog!
Parts of the video were taken in our very own studios.
Take it away Red Eye along with the very talented Hitomi.