Over and out

Hello. It's me!
How are you?
I hope you're well.
Me?
Thank you but I'm still not quite sure yet...
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did you think this was me?
It is me!
I mean really. Here and now!

I came home today and I feel like a donkey kicked my head. I feel alternately exhausted and invigorated but perhaps that is because of the medication I'm taking. I'm so small and fragile that they have decided to make me into female version of Mr Universe by pumping me full of Steroids.
There was a small growth in my head, such a small and tiny thing and yet it can do so much damage. I had it removed last year and was warned it could return but unlikely. Unlikely turned to likely and it came again.
What scared me the most was that I remember Momma having such a difficult time and then her getting better and then it came again for her one last time.
My Doctor showed me my MRI photo. Did you know my brain is purple? It also looks like it has a face. I also think that I'm not doing the Rorschach inkblot test. So there was this tiny red area he was pointing to and explaining but I couldn't determine any difference except it being a different color.
Everyone was absolutely wonderful to me as they pumped me full of drugs and so after that I will guess that I could interpret being whipped as absolutely wonderful too but that's for another story!
Tuesday morning I went to the surgical room and they put my head into a metal grid and put me to sleep.
At which time I'm sure they took my head off, threw it in the bin and replaced it with a cloned head which wasn't quite fully grown.
Now I'm thankful to be here again and once I've healed I have to return for more tests and then it will be more treatments to hopefully stop it growing a third time.
My eyes are open once more and to all that I see my eyes kiss like lips.

Thank you everyone for lovely mails and comments
I will be back here soon to write more rubbish and really make you question my sanity!
Thank you so much.

Momo


Kyu Sakamoto - Sukiyaki